Glasses

Wow I’ve noticed that I’ve been consistently blogging every 2-3 days (excluding the first 3 posts ahaha).
So with this realization, I’ve decided to make it a habit to at least blog every 3 days and maybe a few inbetween if something comes up.
Nothing much has happened lately though, the only thing interesting worth noting is probably my new glasses today.
I didn’t really buy them, my parents just had some money left over from their insurance policy thing for glasses, so I was allowed to pick a pair of glasses. They were all ugly. So I picked the ugliest of them all.
A pair of yellowing, extremely oversized plastic rimmed glasses.
I figured that they’d make a good comedic accessory =D

-Phil

Cynical

After all these experiences you’ll think I’ve learned not to fall in love so swiftly and so deeply. This is far from the case.
I hate this feeling, you can’t eat properly, you can’t sleep properly, you can’t think properly.
It’s like I saw the trap laid there right in front of me, and I chose to walk in.
It’s funny how I compare falling in love with falling into a trap.
I wonder where I adopted all these cynical views from. I think it’s because I observe everything that happens in my life carefully, the things my friends say and do, the events that transpire and I realize that reality is far from ‘ideal’. I have long abandoned my naive personality and have assumed this cynical one, and unless I find the one who convinces me to enjoy my life to the full I don’t think I’ll change anytime soon.

- Phil

Funny

It’s funny the way the world works.
It’s funny the way fate plays its hand in my life.

After waiting so long for change in my life I thought I had given up.
Then BOOM BANG, out of nowhere appears the most amazing girl.
She actually understands me. In fact, I think she’s the most intelligent girl I’ve ever met; right now I think she is perfect in every aspect possible.
But I ask myself, am I in love with her or the person that she reminds me of?
I choose to avoid that question.

So the funny thing is, she has been there throughout my whole life and I never knew it.
We went to the same primary school, same college and have never spoken until now.
Funny.

I don’t care whether or not a relationship will come out of this or not, I just want to talk to her as much as possible right now.

I know it doesn’t seem that way but I am actually very happy while writing this post. :]

- Phil

Class

So here I am sitting behind the computer in music class. The teacher is in the ‘little girl’s room’ and I’m sipping hot chocolate.
I don’t know why I’m in this class anymore.
I don’t know what I’m doing in my life anymore.
On the up side, I guess this hot chocolate is cheering me up.
It’s funny that exactly 3 weeks ago I was sipping hot chocolate with her – the one who actually brought a smile to my face everynow and then.
I’ve had too much chocolate.
The sheer taste sickens me.

- Phil

Nobody

Wake up – school – come home – homework – eat – sleep – wake up – school – come home – homework – eat – sleep.

That’s pretty much my life. Day in – day out.
I am sick of the same routine.
I am sick of seeing the same people.
I am sick of the same eyes judging me whenever I walk past.

There is nobody there to brighten my days – nobody to break this seemingly never-ending routine.

- Phil

Cycle

I used to hate Winter.
I used to love those sunny Summer days filled with Fun, Joy and Love.

Then I started to hate Summer.
Then I started to love the fact that Winter suits me more, Sombre, Gloomy and Hopeless.

Now I hate all seasons.

- Phil